Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Confessions of a Lady who was apparently Thrown with a Bucket Full of H2O Right in the FACE

I just feel like writing in English.

I finally dealt with my problems on poor study habit. As in, before, I never studied, just a quick (as in very quick) glance at the topics and poof! It became Koko Crunch! No, seriously, it Ok, scratch that. ...glance at the topic and poof! I'm done reviewing. So, I really am surprised to still have line of 6 in quizzes, but I knew in my nature it was never enough. That I can't accept the fact I am having these grades while the others are rocketing.

It kinda hurt me since I am the competitive type. (sooo daming alam!)

Anyway, I wasn't all satisfied with my grades, and now I've decided to adapt Sheena's study habit. the one that goes like this: Sleep really early at night and then wake up very early as well in the morning. Around 3-4 am to study. And since I live in Cavite, I have to give allowance to all natural disasters of commuting. Sometimes, I overdo it, causing me to guess incorrectly and have myself at school at around 6 am already. But, it doesn't matter since I am an early bird.


Yep, guessed right. I really am motivated this term.

As in, SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICASEXPIALIDOCIOUS-ly (not sure of the spelling) motivated. Somehow, a certain person brought me back to life and to my senses, and I couldn't thank him enough. He was like the light of my life at the moment, but of course I haven't gotten to the thought of us becoming an item. It's way beyond my control and wishes for I am still in love with studying. And I have this weird fetish of pushing guys away from me when I sense they have ulterior motives. (sooo! as if naman!) But, that's me, and I can't change what is beyond my control.

I am so happy I met that person.

Perhaps, one of you may have known him for I told you, and one may have picked up if he's observant enough. Although, I am now telling you: what you think is what it really isn't. :) Confused? It's for me to know and for you to find out.

Anyway, enough of him.

Another motivation is the new notebook my brother made for a project. Then, he gave it to me. How sweet :> I do have to admit I was unable to use it everyday since it's too big to fit in my bag.

My bag is another motivation. The design of my bag is simply awesome that I literally bear-hugged my mother to death when she told me it's for me. :> Oh, also her gift to me, the key chain. Even though Romel Ramos has quite insulted the biggest of the crystal balls there, it still is the most ingenious creation to actually motivate a person.

Then, Patricia's gift to me - a mess kit of some sort. I don't really know what to call it but I call it mess kit since that's where I put my face powder, lip gloss and perfumes. It made me realize I could start being a very organized person. Thank you, dear.

Of course, I couldn't forget about Sheena's total influence in me. She's really a good influence so I don't really have to worry. She's the one who taught me to use clearbook for handling my papered documents easily. She's the one who inspired me to go commuting rather than a living in a condominium. She's the one who really makes my day aside from my other friends who also mends some parts of my days. I think the greatest lesson I learned from her is to believe in Him. I never visited the chapel since last two terms. I do sit it for a while but it is inconsistent. I tend to ride the jeepney towards Andrew already. I deem it a hassle. But now, I've changed and it felt really good to be in the chapel. It's like mending my broken connection with God. So, I am hoping this term I am helping myself while asking the help of God.

I've really changed a lot.

That is thanks to my circle of friends.

And I do hope I'll be able to continue it as I go with my life.

Thank you guys.

1 comment: said...

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